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i m utterly stunned by the "surprise" u have given me.zzz

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cmon let me have sometin to look 4ward to every wkend can?lol.

what is the invisible barrier that is created?to purposely to distance urself from others?y look upon everybody as tho they were ur enemy?r u afraid?


the hardest part is not keeping what doesnt belong to u but letting go of sumtin that belongs to u.

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i seriously hate waking up to a empty house where u realised its just a house with 4 walls.i missed home cook food too.

in time to come

i wanna go watch movie with u,go to the singapore flyer with u,go stroll the beach with u,go travelling,do the simple tins with u.

but...who will the u be.i tend to find out within the next 1 yr. may our fate n path cross each other.

if it reli happens,i promise i swear i seriously will cherish it.

till next time....

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i guess sumtimes fate do play a part.while i read abt wat happen i guess u r gg thru a hard time.but i guess tis process is where everybody has been thru b4 juz tat the amount of pain is different i guess and the amt of time it takes to heal.its nv easy i wld sae.initially i did feel we r alike in sum ways but as time passes i wld ask myself is tis wat i want or perhaps nt.

but whatever it is i wish u speedy recovery and awaes to cheer up whenever u think of tins tat make u hurt.cos i guess time doesnt heal all wound but frends does.but i do believe u will make a gd frenz.so take care stranger.its been a nice short encounter.

mooncake festival 14/9

yup its the annual mooncake festival once again.so my guess wld be the places u all will be at is prob the chinese garden? lol standard place to go during tis festival.but its a realli nice place to visit.lots of statues and shops.

yeah 1 more dae to my 1 year soldier.not tat its anitin worth celebrating but it marks my halfway journey man.last yr tis dae i can still remeber clearly we were at chevron drinking and singing to "celebrate" my enlisting to the start of adulthood.LOL. woke up nxt dae early and enlistment start,even tho we was abt to separated from the ppl sending mi in i cldnt bear to watch them leave.leaving mi in a island for the next 2 wks wif god noes who.but luckily my plt mates and bunk mates were all ncie ppl.thus making the stay there easier to cope with the daes ending pass.

i wanted to go chevron yst nt becos of any ulterior motives but becos it holds sumtin meaning during tis date last yr.even tho ppl mite nt trust mi but tats ok cos mebe sumhow i didnt quite manage to earn ppl's trust.which is a difficult tin to do i tink.the onli tin tat remain was huang was wif mi at the place.mebe u wun noe but sumhow i have u to thank thruout tis journey during tis pass few mths.indeed grateful to u for the listening ears,companionship and advices u gave.the ubin cycling trip we went i kinda miss them.lets go there sumdae man shall we haha.mebe after 1 yr i wun be like the daredevil i used to.