ndp

wkends burn cos of ndp.everidae routine to get u off my mind it seems.apparently it doesnt work too well isnt it.i need a memory lapse.juz let it fade.fade it all away.

happy bdae to u ...tat sum1 special.hope u had a enjoyable bdae.

unit life

passed out and posted to bedok camp 2.guards camp.wtf.jurong to there?!but there's awaes sumtin to learn everywhere.being a sgt u r nt below but nt up there either.so u r awaes the middle man between ur men and ur superior.if ur man's late ur DO cum looking and asking y they r late.kinda sucks.command n control ceertainly isnt a easy thing to cope.2 wks there n i feel like hell.

journey for the past 9 months

passing out tis 23 may.looking back the last few mths of journey.its been a road of ups and downs.sometimes i think back how i could have got through all this shit happening at the same time yet at the wrong time.from starting of bmt to sispec to nw mp.half of the journey in ns is almost up no more fieldcamps(hopefully).having u to rely on to become suddenly finding myself walking down this road alone.its amazing to think back how it all started n end.i will miss the times where i could juz lay down on a big empty grass patch and looking up at the sky full of stars slowly dozing off and thinking what lies ahead for me before yet another new day begins.

may

sometimes not expressing doesnt mean sumone doesnt like or love,its just tat he has his own difficulties.i understand hw it felt when u cant express hw u feel.terrible isnt it? to just watch u leave.

may

cos i just miss u tat damn much.the most difficult tin to overcome is yourself.the inner me tat just refuses to let go....no matter what.