happy bdae

A very happy bdae to u even tho u may not get to see tis post..

The mere mention of ur name or pictures tat has u be it anywhere still bring a stop to my heart.even tho i have been trying means and way to escape or avoid the 1 tin tat will awaes be there is memories.memories tat consists of the gd and the bad.i may appear to have erase everitin abt u but i noe its impossible to do tat.

Heard from fren tat u had some obstacles recently but didnt dare to probe further.i noe u will awaes have a way out because u r a independent individual who nv bow down to difficulties.funny hw i awaes make u angry during ur bdaes tho i noe its my fault but still wen its mine u will awaes take the extra effort to do sumtin special.i was touched but didnt show u as i had tat stupid pride with me.my world came falling down wen we parted but i nv let u noe hw unbearable it is initially.as time goes by i tot slowly let it go and go by the "time heals everitin".till nw its gg to be 2 yrs since but still everitin seems like yesterday.so crystal clear.yet i m happy cos lessons are awaes meant to be learnt the hard way and indeed i have learnt so much from u. u deserve the happiness u work so hard to achieve n i believe u have it wif u now.

lastly,a very happi 21st bdae to u wingyin on 120688. cos u r still the lil princess and will awaes be to me.

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Congrats! to... mr ling on ur ord in less than 24 hrs.haha bet u been waiting 4 tis dae 4 so so long.as usual been a great great help.understand u been thu the whole transition .tough on ya.i'll awaes rmb ur famous quote"yi nian hou de jin tian".nw is reli yi nian hou liao.lol. time for ur new course.CCC=civilian conversion course.1 u wld gladly look 4ward to.gd luck to any future endeavours.

Well...every beginning has an end.an sumone's ending will awaes be another's new beginning.wat started out as a mere juz for fun blog ended up being my tots for the past yr plus.the blog has served its purpose.its juz a barrier for my moving on towards.thus it will juz be memories.indeed tins dat i can properly express out will be penned down here. heh

on the other hand..thx abc lol.

its awaes nice to have a balance of everitin.slow down the pace n u will realise u miss so much tins tat u nv used to notice.all the lil small tins tat nv caught ur attention.life is too short to be wasted.even the small tins can juz meant so much.u mite nv know whose dae u r making a difference.

and yeah...a very thank u.to tat sumone. hope u feel the same too...=)

NiCkz kiM hUai rEn
signing off.

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everyday so mani ppl pass by u.yet hw mani is able to enter your life?we all meet different ppl at different time,the wrong person at the corect time or the rite person at the wrong time.so whats urs?guess its all abt timing.


i used to tink y sum tinks cant be sae directly.isnt it much more simpler if ppl juz sae wat they want directly instead of putting meaning in the words?wat if those who cant catch it juz miss sumtin which they mite ltr regret it?its a tough price to learn.
there are some who noe wat each other wants,wat they mean without too much words said but all tis is based thru years of understanding.but nt all are able to do tat even if they are ur closest.

i'm still paying for the mistake for the past yr.even till nw i still am nt able to understand wat it meant.guess tis is sumtin which no 1 will be able to teach.for every lesson there's bound to be teacher and student.yet there are sum who is able to learn their own.m stuck in tis lesson where the Q is juz too difficult to be solve.till i m able to solve by myself i wun be able to proceed to the next Q.

i didnt sae cos theres sumtin i wldnt wan to spoil.cos its sumtin i wldnt have dare to do in the past.wat caused the change is unknown but 1 tin is for certain u wld have sae i m crazy if i told u so.i can safetly sae it isnt cos of the voidness but mebe the story we went thru.even tho its different in some ways but i feel in some ways its similar.i wldnt wan to scare u either.

guess the gates of hell is beckoning me.till den.

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If good tins are to happen in threes...wheres the third?guess it wont be coming.
but unlucky streaks juz kip cuming...juz bring all at 1 go instead of one by one.theres awaes a limit to hw much 1 can take isnt it..

life's awaes contradiciting.no matter wat happen we are awaes taught to learn to have preserverance and nt to give up yet on the other hand,we are often told there are things we have to learn to let go.

guess theres no motivation to look 4ward to this wk.hell wk juz began.

oh ya.hey i m serious.not joking tat nite.heh.till then.

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heh ..every tin kinda sucks nw..the food the work juz abt anitin.

pls do let me noe if i seem irritating to u cos i pretty look 4ward to the simple replying which will reli bring a smile to my face in hell.

on the other hand it pretty sux tho i was mentally prepared.guess its ur way of saying "no"?lol

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我找不到很好的原因
去阻挡这一切的情意
这感觉太奇异
我抱歉不能说明
奇迹会发生也不一定
风温柔的侵袭
也许飘来好消息

一切新鲜有点冒险
请告诉我怎么走到终点
没有人了解 没有人像我和陌生人的爱恋
我想我会开始想念你 可是我刚刚才遇见了你
我怀疑这奇遇只是个恶作剧

181008

轻轻放
我就是卸不下对你的喜欢
原来爱会慢慢增加重量
想关上这城市所有的灯光
黑暗中专心闻你的发香

这夜晚
让暗恋更有画面感
回想
你微笑浏览 手机里的浪漫
原来真心送出爱是这么简单
温馨荧幕上 你可爱的模样
关于缘份的解释我又多传了一行
原来爱情可以来得这么突然
短信的桥梁 将暧昧期拉长

电视场
吵杂的情歌还在拼命播放
我安静在闹区等来电铃响
有一些话打好了却不敢传
怕收到信息的你在为难
街道上 人潮衬托我的孤单
想象 谁幸运地陪在你身旁 却误会一场