the mani tins that we insist in are juz subconsciously lying to ourself.
insist that the tins i do meant well for u,but in actual fact juz lying to myself not regretful...
insist watever i do muz be a 100 marks but in actual fact is living under your judgement..
have i woken up from these insistence..?
will it be a miracle that woke mi up?
will it be the silent echos at nite?
or isit your leaving background??
what really wake mi up is your insistence to go and do what u believe in.
your insistence to find your true happiness..
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Sunday, February 17, 2008
the bus which i didnt manage to catch
the bus i tried to catch juz kip moving forward..human cant outrun bus isnt it..just 3 bustop and its gone...watching the bus leave its like watching sumtin in the bus leave..
sry mum if i ever speak to u in a harsh or impatient voice.i dont mean to.i noe its my fault.u were always there no matter wat.u always use wat u tin is the best ways to educate and make mi understand tins.i m glad i had ur protection for the past 22 years and counting..when i was down u were there to offer ur companion be it dinner or going out.i really appreciate it.the advices u give will always be on my mind. thank u mum.
sry mum if i ever speak to u in a harsh or impatient voice.i dont mean to.i noe its my fault.u were always there no matter wat.u always use wat u tin is the best ways to educate and make mi understand tins.i m glad i had ur protection for the past 22 years and counting..when i was down u were there to offer ur companion be it dinner or going out.i really appreciate it.the advices u give will always be on my mind. thank u mum.
Sunday, February 10, 2008
my 9 yr buddy tried to "kill" mi in gym yst.wtf. lol jian si bu jiu meh...haha wat we sae few yrs ago almost came true.haha frens always have great influence towards us.be it good or bad.the decision to leave isnt always make by u alone.frends did influence u isnt it.mebe they had ur interest in heart.maybe....
我要控制我自己
不会让谁看见我哭泣
装作漠不关心你
不愿想起你
怪自己没有勇气
心痛得无法呼吸
找不到你留下的痕迹
眼睁睁的看着你
却无能为力
任你消失在
世界的尽头
找不到坚强的理由
再也感觉不到你的温柔
告诉我星空在那头
那里是否有尽头
心痛得无法呼吸
找不到昨天留下多痕迹
眼睁睁的看见你
却无能为力
任你消失在
世界的尽头
找不到坚强的理由
再也感觉不到你的温柔
告诉我星空在那头
那里是否有尽头
就向流星许个心愿
让你知道我爱你
我要控制我自己
不会让谁看见我哭泣
装作漠不关心你
不愿想起你
怪自己没有勇气
心痛得无法呼吸
找不到你留下的痕迹
眼睁睁的看着你
却无能为力
任你消失在
世界的尽头
找不到坚强的理由
再也感觉不到你的温柔
告诉我星空在那头
那里是否有尽头
心痛得无法呼吸
找不到昨天留下多痕迹
眼睁睁的看见你
却无能为力
任你消失在
世界的尽头
找不到坚强的理由
再也感觉不到你的温柔
告诉我星空在那头
那里是否有尽头
就向流星许个心愿
让你知道我爱你
Thursday, February 7, 2008
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
Monday, February 4, 2008
when ppl grow up,there are lots of "dont have"
times when you dont have ppl to take care of u..
times when you some tins just seems impossible and you dont have the courage to face it
times when you dont have the answer to some questions..
times when unreasonable obstacles just pop out in ur life and you don have the right way to handle it..
but
what makes ppl grow up is also a the "dont have" we encounter...
times when you dont have ppl to take care of u..
times when you some tins just seems impossible and you dont have the courage to face it
times when you dont have the answer to some questions..
times when unreasonable obstacles just pop out in ur life and you don have the right way to handle it..
but
what makes ppl grow up is also a the "dont have" we encounter...
Sunday, February 3, 2008
2/2
had a small gathering wif sum bmt buddies.jason WEE i c ur smiling face haha.isnt it hw funny hw u always ask us recommend gers cos u juz want to have sum1 to have dinner or catch movie wif during wkends.nw it finally came true 4 u man.feeling happi 4 u seriouslly frm the bottom of my heart.frm ur face i can c hw xing fu u r ok..all the best to u 2 k.glad u r able to move on after so long.i noe it isnt ez but sumhow u manage to do it.i realli respect u for tat.
isnt it hw funny on every special occasion i will awaes tink back 1 yr ago on tis date wat happen and i wld be surpise hw within 1 yr so much can change.sumhow it amazes mi tat nth stays the same.where is the courage i used to have in the beginning when i wan to make everytin happen hw determine i wan to do it even if the odds r slim n against mi,nt to mention time factor.the slight tinge of pain will awaes be there but i believe wif the passing time i hope it will bring along the pain away.
widf each passing yr and memorable event the mood juz differs.dun ask mi y.even if i noe i wun wan to believe in the reason.if there is 1 ppl i have to tank 4 its u mr wong qifu.thx 4 the cakes and everytin.thx 4 the listening ear to my whining and sulking of sorrows.also ur precious time sitting at void decks giving mi ur opionions.even tho in the end it was 1 who muz battle alone,i still thank u for ur advice from the bottom of my heart thx.thx for the past few yrs for being the listening ear and may our frendship last down the road.
everything happens for a reason.i happen to be at the wrong place at the correct time.all the words isnt true.
isnt it hw funny on every special occasion i will awaes tink back 1 yr ago on tis date wat happen and i wld be surpise hw within 1 yr so much can change.sumhow it amazes mi tat nth stays the same.where is the courage i used to have in the beginning when i wan to make everytin happen hw determine i wan to do it even if the odds r slim n against mi,nt to mention time factor.the slight tinge of pain will awaes be there but i believe wif the passing time i hope it will bring along the pain away.
widf each passing yr and memorable event the mood juz differs.dun ask mi y.even if i noe i wun wan to believe in the reason.if there is 1 ppl i have to tank 4 its u mr wong qifu.thx 4 the cakes and everytin.thx 4 the listening ear to my whining and sulking of sorrows.also ur precious time sitting at void decks giving mi ur opionions.even tho in the end it was 1 who muz battle alone,i still thank u for ur advice from the bottom of my heart thx.thx for the past few yrs for being the listening ear and may our frendship last down the road.
everything happens for a reason.i happen to be at the wrong place at the correct time.all the words isnt true.
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