YES ORD LOH! yeah orded liao.after 2 yrs battle won huh ahaha.time juz flies.
strange tat tho been waiting 4 tis dae like 4eva when the dae comes i didnt feel particularly happy or wat.juz wanted to get back ic and get the hell out of the camp.heh tho it does brings back wonderful (or not) memories.
yeah starting afresh everitin.wats past for tis 2 yrs shall remain behind.wats the point of holding on n making ownself suffer.i m sure time will tell.
双手紧握拳头 张开又留下什麽
敲响命运的钟 谁能带走伤痛活在被拉扯的时空
伤痕就这麽多 所以又代表什麽
等待适合的风 带我飞越尽头曾经脆弱 独自承受 伤痛
曾经爱过以后 心痛 放手 人总要学会软弱
曾经活著痛著 你也能轻松看透
我用我的无赖遮掩 谎言 从前 我太好骗
荒唐剧情 随时都会 上演
你用你的正义对抗 可怜 善变 虚伪的世界最后 被我 撕裂
你用你的正义对抗 这可怜虚伪 善变 破碎的夜狼狈 崩溃 颓废 天黑最后 被我 撕裂
Saturday, October 3, 2009
Sunday, August 2, 2009
020809
time passes so fast.unknowingly i been using tis blog for 2 yrs tho its juz random n emo post .lol.
it was a sudden shock when i c the number appear.i certainly didnt expect it to appear again.yes again.and yes i noe who u r hw can i 4get.u caught mi by surprise.even tho i find tat no. familiar i had to tink again which shows i m succeeding in 4geting who u r but yet u juz had to remind mi at tis time.i've trying so hard to 4get everitin abt u and telling myself u dun even exist.yes it mite sound so childish but different ppl had different ways of coping wif tins i tink for mi tat way works out.u nv failed to make my heart skip a beat whenever the mere mention of ur name or anitin related to u.
i m awaes trying ways to escape,avoid or convince myself u dun exist at all.in my foolish attempt to 4get tat the no. ever shown up i make a fool of myself drinking and making myself drunk and getting the worst hangover.implicating my poor frens who had to drag mi literally home and tolerate my vomiting.come to tink of it,it was a realli stupid attempt.but we all like doing tins on the spur of moment isnt it.
m awaes contradiciting myself,wld like to c u even 1 glance so much but yet on the other hand afraid to c u.i m nearly succeeding in 4getting who u r but u juz had to remind mi all over again.and yes the drink to 4get part is bullshit.u 4get for the moment but once u wake up everitin comes back.
till nw i still wonder if its a gd tin i didnt reply cos i dunno wat to sae.4give mi.
it was a sudden shock when i c the number appear.i certainly didnt expect it to appear again.yes again.and yes i noe who u r hw can i 4get.u caught mi by surprise.even tho i find tat no. familiar i had to tink again which shows i m succeeding in 4geting who u r but yet u juz had to remind mi at tis time.i've trying so hard to 4get everitin abt u and telling myself u dun even exist.yes it mite sound so childish but different ppl had different ways of coping wif tins i tink for mi tat way works out.u nv failed to make my heart skip a beat whenever the mere mention of ur name or anitin related to u.
i m awaes trying ways to escape,avoid or convince myself u dun exist at all.in my foolish attempt to 4get tat the no. ever shown up i make a fool of myself drinking and making myself drunk and getting the worst hangover.implicating my poor frens who had to drag mi literally home and tolerate my vomiting.come to tink of it,it was a realli stupid attempt.but we all like doing tins on the spur of moment isnt it.
m awaes contradiciting myself,wld like to c u even 1 glance so much but yet on the other hand afraid to c u.i m nearly succeeding in 4getting who u r but u juz had to remind mi all over again.and yes the drink to 4get part is bullshit.u 4get for the moment but once u wake up everitin comes back.
till nw i still wonder if its a gd tin i didnt reply cos i dunno wat to sae.4give mi.
Sunday, June 7, 2009
happy bdae
A very happy bdae to u even tho u may not get to see tis post..
The mere mention of ur name or pictures tat has u be it anywhere still bring a stop to my heart.even tho i have been trying means and way to escape or avoid the 1 tin tat will awaes be there is memories.memories tat consists of the gd and the bad.i may appear to have erase everitin abt u but i noe its impossible to do tat.
Heard from fren tat u had some obstacles recently but didnt dare to probe further.i noe u will awaes have a way out because u r a independent individual who nv bow down to difficulties.funny hw i awaes make u angry during ur bdaes tho i noe its my fault but still wen its mine u will awaes take the extra effort to do sumtin special.i was touched but didnt show u as i had tat stupid pride with me.my world came falling down wen we parted but i nv let u noe hw unbearable it is initially.as time goes by i tot slowly let it go and go by the "time heals everitin".till nw its gg to be 2 yrs since but still everitin seems like yesterday.so crystal clear.yet i m happy cos lessons are awaes meant to be learnt the hard way and indeed i have learnt so much from u. u deserve the happiness u work so hard to achieve n i believe u have it wif u now.
lastly,a very happi 21st bdae to u wingyin on 120688. cos u r still the lil princess and will awaes be to me.
The mere mention of ur name or pictures tat has u be it anywhere still bring a stop to my heart.even tho i have been trying means and way to escape or avoid the 1 tin tat will awaes be there is memories.memories tat consists of the gd and the bad.i may appear to have erase everitin abt u but i noe its impossible to do tat.
Heard from fren tat u had some obstacles recently but didnt dare to probe further.i noe u will awaes have a way out because u r a independent individual who nv bow down to difficulties.funny hw i awaes make u angry during ur bdaes tho i noe its my fault but still wen its mine u will awaes take the extra effort to do sumtin special.i was touched but didnt show u as i had tat stupid pride with me.my world came falling down wen we parted but i nv let u noe hw unbearable it is initially.as time goes by i tot slowly let it go and go by the "time heals everitin".till nw its gg to be 2 yrs since but still everitin seems like yesterday.so crystal clear.yet i m happy cos lessons are awaes meant to be learnt the hard way and indeed i have learnt so much from u. u deserve the happiness u work so hard to achieve n i believe u have it wif u now.
lastly,a very happi 21st bdae to u wingyin on 120688. cos u r still the lil princess and will awaes be to me.
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