been few mths since last blog? lol last post was abt complaining abt army and all tat.well in a blink of eye pop and nw in sispec training.so much happen few tis few short months.the ups and downs..mebe no ups but def down.learn to grow up within tis period of time.coping wif new training.so called leader to be and the responsibilty.losing loved ones.much tins juz ran thru my mind.dont noe where to begin but it def ended.nv knew losing sumtin so impt and be so pain till u dun wanna hope its true and happening.dono what holds in the future.told myself nv to give up no matter hard it is,hw tough or wat lies ahead.but seeing tins in reality juz puts a different meaning to everitin.dun wanna face reality juz wanna live in my own world but in the end u juz had to accept the reality be it cruel or harsh.tats wat makes us grow isnt it.sumhow or rather u cant 4get sum1 completely..u juz learn to live w/o them.from being so depended on sum1 till suddenly u had to depend on urself.i truely admire how u cope wif it few yrs ago and y m i still stuck here.whenever i tink back i dono whether its sweet r bitter.you make mi grow up,thus i have u to thank for it.be it for myself or u.slowly wif u getting on wif ur new life i sincerely wish u all the best in the road ahead.i m glad our path crossed once and even tho it left u wif nitemare, i m truely regret for tins i done and tins i did not do.i m not escaping reality.its juz that i need the time to grow and learn to be a better man.be it through the hard way or so.i dun like leaving my life to fate but sumtimes i noe in life thee are just tins u cannot control.u r awaes on my mind and always will be.sumwhere at the corner of that place cor memories u will be there always.even tho action speaks lousder than words.i will pray by the time its not too late to fite for the 1 tins and only matters to me.all the promises we make tgt,be it 1 sided or not.i nv regret crossing path wif u.all the best to u.
huo zai xin fu zong de ni,shi fou hui ji di wo...
wu lun lu you duo yao yuan,duo xing ku..
wo yi ran hui wang zhe zuo...
jiu suan zai zong dian bu shi ni...
ye jiang shi ge mei hao de wei lai ba...
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